INTERRACIAL DATING

I am a huge fan of dating outside my race but why do i find it hard for a black woman to date a white man. Most of the time i would meet a white guy the date will go well up until the part when he says ''i cant marry, date nor bring a black girl home''.This made me outraged i felt like you can fuck or even have fun with a black girl but you could never take one seriously. At a point i felt like I loved the idea of dating outside my race because it was new and refreshing and honestly different.I find white guys to me less aggressive which was different from what i was used to.The most sucky part was going out with a white guy and having black guys suck there teeth or even make rude comments.I found myself trying to prove something the whole time i would date outside my race.At first I would feel a way seeing black guys date a white girl but it was only because of my insecurities of feeling was "the black woman being exiled". It is harder for a black girl to date outside versus any other race.Most of the time i felt like a science experiment.Am i over thinking or do many woman feel like this?